I think that I am obsessed with musiscians who have killed themselves. Nick Drake, Elliott Smith, Kurt Cobain, Ian Curtis etc... I am still really impressed that Elliott Smith stabbed himself in the chest. What a fucking way to go. That is definitely not the "easy way out." What a fucking loss all of these people are. As someone who's been suicidal, I understand the urge to die, but its still scary to think how much great music these people could have gone on to create.