Go over to Monkeys Throwing Poo for a disturbingly personal post. My family is falling apart yet again. I am not feeling sorry for myself, but I honestly wonder why things have been so hard for us? I have seen near-deadly car accidents, other accidents, near-deadly illnesses, heart-attacks, strokes, disease, crime, substance abuse, verbal abuse, physical abuse other kinds of abuse and the list goes on. This list would not seem that bad except I am only talking about what has happened to the three of us (myself and my parents).

I just plain f@cking hurt. I feel like I am going to start crying any moment. I am not posting this for you to feel sorry for me so please don't. I just need to get some of this off my chest.