I gotta go to work and don't want to. I am feeling sad and tired. Not a good combination when one's occupation requires them to put on a happy face and talk to people who can financially buy and sell him. At least they make sure that I know how much more money they have than I do, so I guess that's something. All I want to do is stay at home but that is not going to happen. We are already booked up for tommorrow night so that will certainly be crazy. Good money, but I am dreading it anyway. This Saturday (one of my days off) we have an employee meeting. Lots of people are pissed about a wide variety of things so I am sure that the sparks will be flying and I just don't see myself being in the mood for it. Can this week please be over now?